i think i was blind before i met you.

case in point.

1. "I thought I'd let you know

That these things take forever

I especially am slow

But I realized that I need you

And I wondered if I could come home"

2. "if you wanna be with me

With these things there's no telling

We'll just have to wait and see

But I'd rather be working for a paycheck

Than waiting to win the lottery"

(bright eyes - first day of my life)

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"i don't know where i am, i don't know where i've been, but i know

where i want to go."

it's probably like alice and the hatter. right?

i miss you pretty much all the time.

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i can't stop thinking in song lyrics and talking in tongues, spitting poems no-one understands and trying to patch it up with a crooked smile.  trying to come off as naive and obtuse because i really am, i don't know what i'm doing.  but i guess you don't believe that, i guess you genuinely believe that i am faking it.  faking what?  i want to get out of this town, i want to sing alot and dance alot and write alot.  i want to rollerskate through china town and work in a little bookstore.  (and fall asleep on your floor)


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i guess i'm just so, so sick of not being around you.